littleconflagration 5th November 2010

Alan will be sadly missed by everyone who ever knew or met him! Alan I miss coming over for a chat and a cuppa tea with you. I cannot imagine life without you being there to put a smile on my face with your jokes that were seldom funny. Your final days were hard for me to watch but I still came over to see you. I'd sit at your bed and chat although you couldn't talk back. Holding back the tears I sat and held your hand, your grip was tight and I held back my tears because I didnt want you to know I was upset. It broke my heart to see you like this but I would never have stayed away, you meant more to me than most of my blood relatives and I will never forget the joy you bought to my life. The hardest thing was watching you pass away and the only thing that got me through it was knowing you would no longer be in pain. You were always happy to go out of your way to help people and asked for nothing in return. Rest in peace Christine